I am not always happy.
I just don't like the atomsphere of arguement in this house. So I have to be happy, smile on my face all the time, this is my job of beeing a wife.
But when you frown, when you have attitude, my heart is breaking apart.
How can I put a big smile on my face when I sense something goes wrong? Maybe I am sensitive, but all girls are and all girls sense the right thing.
The hardest thing for me is to dig the thoughts from your head. I am your closest wife and friend...why can't you talk to me if you feel bad and feel stress and having problem with your job? Why am I always the one who is guessing and always guessing the answer for you?
I am kinda sick of it. But you are the one I chose. I need to understand and find a way to solve this problem right?
I am just complaining. I love you. But I don't want any tears anymore~
God bless us!
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